Sunday, February 15, 2004
hahaha...another year had passed... and finally i'm back to write somemore stuff...hhahaaha... now i have a sickening job!~hahaha... dunno wat's wrong with me...kept on making silly mistakes.... no wonder she's angry with me...shld have been more careful in watever i do...
juz passed the v day with liyan yesterday... enjoyed myself a lot... but was really a little sad that i haven found someone.. hahaha... probably i shld juz go "fan yan" with rachel they all....
dunno why recently juz get more and more sick of my life... i'm acting every single day... think sooner or later i'll be declared mad... even though i'm not happy but why am i still smiling??? is it to hide from other ppl that l'm really sad inside? there seem to be this deep sorrows that i have inside me... is there something wrong with me? why do i juz feel sad always but kept on smiling and laughing with others...haiz...or isit the same for everybody else? is the world full of ppl like me?
juz passed the v day with liyan yesterday... enjoyed myself a lot... but was really a little sad that i haven found someone.. hahaha... probably i shld juz go "fan yan" with rachel they all....
dunno why recently juz get more and more sick of my life... i'm acting every single day... think sooner or later i'll be declared mad... even though i'm not happy but why am i still smiling??? is it to hide from other ppl that l'm really sad inside? there seem to be this deep sorrows that i have inside me... is there something wrong with me? why do i juz feel sad always but kept on smiling and laughing with others...haiz...or isit the same for everybody else? is the world full of ppl like me?